Getting It Right
February 7, 2010 none No CommentsFor as long as I can remember, Sunday Mornings meant that I had to get up early to go to church. I was raised in a home where there was just no negotiation. If the doors were open, we were going to church be it Wednesday or Sunday. When I was 8 years old and attending an old fashioned Spring Revival at FBC Morgan City a little seed was planted in my heart that began to grow. I thought I had come to grips with that later in the spring and told my parents that I had gotten saved. I remember getting baptized shortly after that in the summer. In reality I just got wet.
At the age of 13 I began serving at FBCMC running sound and what not. I knew I enjoyed it, and people told me I had a rare gift, but to me it was just something to do. It wasn’t until I was 17 that I realized this was my calling in life. I eventually found my way onto a staff at a church. At 21, after a frustrating night, I began to ask God for some direction and if need be some change. While I didn’t understand the next couple of months, he knew all a long that It was going to lead up to something pretty important, and thats when I obeyed and moved to Gardendale.
I’ve been here for a year and a half, and have been through some rough stuff. Professionally, personally, and spiritually. The events of the last year particularly started precipitating a good many number of questions. Things that I had taken for granted, felt like they were holding together by a thread. And then in December we lost my grandmother, and other issues came up at the same time, and I just began to doubt a good number of things.
I wish I could remember who told me this, but they told me that the devil lives in doubt, and let me tell you thats the God’s honest truth! Because when you start to doubt one thing thats important to you, you begin to doubt many other things, and then you are just frustrated! You walk around wanting to beat your head against the wall. Its not a very fun place to be, but its where I had to be for God to bring me back to him.
I was trying to do all of the above on my own, and failing miserably at it. And then one Tuesday afternoon, God created a divine appointment with me and Mark Ramsey after a video shoot. God created a safe situation for me to share my heart with Mark, about what was going on in my life, and it was that day Janurary 19, 2010 at 5:05pm that we decided to remove one piece of doubt from the equation, my salvation. I knew I was saved when I was 8 but I the devil had created so much doubt in my life, I doubted if it was real! That’s not really a loose end you want waving in the wind as you drive down the crazy road we call life.
Today (Feb 7, 2010) I stepped into the baptistry at Gardendale First Baptist Church, infront of my peers, leaders, team, and everyone and publicly reaffirmed that I AM a child of God and that the devil is not welcome here. I’ve made a stand, and there is no more doubt in my mind, body, heart and soul that my salvation is real, and no longer in doubt!
Thanks for allowing me to share this.
John



